Tuesday, May 21, 2013

A video my boyfriend made for me a year ago tomorrow :))) 

“i’ve been here before,

or at least i thought i had

But the memories i had of this place
didn’t shine quite as bright
or as true as it does now

I go over and over in my head the circumstances
that brought me to you

and not a lot of it makes sense

I don’t know where I began on this journey
I don’t remember the right turns
or the left turns I took

but what I do remember is getting lost
over and over again
having to go back to find my way
to go the right direction

and I had a constant ringing in my head
A broken song, or a broken melody

a broken sound


It wasn’t until now that i realized it was
our song, and our melody

our sound


The beauty of it, excitingly too loud at times
quiet when it needs to be
faster here
slower there
and sometimes not even loud enough

This is where I found My journey,
This is where I found my song

this place where we are
this place where we’re going

I don’t’ know when where or how we’ll reach that place
but the journey serves more the purpose than anything else

Such a beautiful a song we have
a wonderful chorus of agonizing hope
and everlasting fear

a single melody that speaks to me more than the earth itself”

 

http://jezaralbaniel.com

Sunday, May 19, 2013

(Source: shawnmwilliams)

http://love-is-a-filthy-word.tumblr.com and me being hippies at campppp a few years back

Saturday, May 18, 2013

can we just take a second to talk about the fact that i need at least a 3.5 GPA to obtain my scholarship and last semester I GOT A FREAKIN 3.494 WHATTHEFUQQQQQ I HATE MYSELF.

~chills

When people reblog my photography I melt and just want to hug them it’s such a compliment.

So today I bought a Hawaiin shirt that’s red with parrots and leaves on it. My style is getting odder by the day hahah. But it’s cute I swear….

Early walks

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

I don’t know what’s more embarrassing, the fact that I was in the bathroom taking to myself cause I thought I was alone, or that there was actually a girl in there being super quiet waiting for me to leave so she could probably poop LOL

Anonymous asked: So I can't help but comment on a few things you have posted about.... 1. I would love nothing more than to be your friend. You seem like an amazing person and your style is exactly like mine. People honestly don't know what they are missing out on. And sometimes people are intimidated by others thinking that they wouldn't want to be friends with them. So don't think it is you they don't like. 2. My parents also got divorced and all I can say is that, with time it will all get better. I promise.

thank you thank you thank you this is so sweet and just makes me feel not so alone ! And yes I hope things get better it sucks seeing them so sad. but lastly WHY ARE YOU ANON please be friends with me for real, dont be intimidated im friendly i swear hahah

But tomorrow if a golden train came to take you away,

would you go or stay?

Sometimes http://maricurran.tumblr.com  and I actually look like women when we decide not to dress like 14 yr old boys and put makeup on.

Sometimes http://maricurran.tumblr.com  and I actually look like women when we decide not to dress like 14 yr old boys and put makeup on.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

THe real question is why havent i seen the great gatsby yet ??? Carey Mulligan is brilliant and gorgeous and lsghasgsaklj can i just be her. 

this song literally rips me apart.

So who am I to accept this grace

that just falls like rain

‘Cause we all know I chose to lay

my head in this desert

I dont usually post personal shit on this because I dont want people i know seeing it. but it makes me feel better venting so i deactivated the facebook posting thing on here. now its just my followers who will know about my oh so interesting life~~ lucky you, so bear with me